It's Just me, V

Looking back at this past year, seeing where I was as compared to where I am is I realize I have had some changes in my life, and not all bad! I know I should always count my blessings. The ups and downs of regular life can seem overwhelming at times, and boy, have I felt that personally.

I am grateful for the support of my family. My little family has been so encouraging to each other, even when the times seem darkest. We have climbed out of the holes we have found ourselves in and celebrated at the top. No matter what life or people throw at us, we can make it – together.

While I loved the people and hospital I was working at since 2020, I left in February, craving a change of pace and a shorter commute. My new hospital is smaller, privately owned and has a much different vibe. I couldn’t be happier! I do work long days still, but I’m training new blood and learning so much about the industry and myself. I am closer to retirement, and feeling more appreciated.

My love for running has changed as well, while I still L-O-V-E getting out and hitting the trail, I Have found peace with in myself to take it easy, not worrying about time as much. I’ve run a limited amount of races so far this year, but will work towards getting out more frequently.

Struggling with the blues more than I should have this year, just shows me that while I am struggling to pull out of the doldrums, my head and heart knows that there is something worth fighting for ahead. Maybe it’s just ahead, or maybe it’s down the path, but I am determined to keep moving forward. Even on those hard days when I just want to hide and can’t even bring myself to leave the house.

This year, I have a short list of goals – I feel they are attainable and I will reach them. I need to find a social group up here near my home. Making friends as an adult is not easy, but I am going to try. I will try to work out more; indoor or out door, I need to move and keep my mind busy. Most importantly, I want to spend more time with my family, I adore my kids, their significant others and grands, I would LOVE to be closer. I never want to take them for granted.

Enjoy life. The big things and most importantly the little things are going to leave lasting memories. Stop to smell the summer breeze, that hint of honey suckle, maybe the person in your neighborhood starting their BBQ, the sweetness of fresh cut grass. Dance in the rain, feel the coolness hitting your skin like a million kisses from angels. Take in the sights around you, look to the skies and watch the birds fly by the clouds – see the beautiful ballet going on above us.